i'm a girl on a journey to happiness.
2.5 years ago, i started seeing a guy (let's call him M). during this time, he has been the main source of my happiness as well as my suffering.
there are many things i want to tell him but i can't. because it will make us fight. or because he won't understand. or because i am afraid of his answer.
there is no one that i can tell these things. they stay in my head and repeat repeat repeat.
so i will put these things here. in this blog. out of my head.
maybe when i see them written down, they will not seem so big & painful anymore.
